Not feeling adult at all

Finally in to the body of this blog.  There are so many downloads on this computer#12 that popups keep covering the screen.  Like life itself.  Last week weak. Inundated with avalanche of old feelings cascading over and around me.

Tomas has been so supportive.  Took me for hearing test at Sears so I could feel I  was moving forward.

I'm raw and open like a newborn.  Wahhhh!!!

I feel like I'm doing a vision quest.  Standing in the fog, waiting for it to rise or dissipate.

This strange page won't let me preview.

Time for something completely different.

AND ON ...

Storm clouds, so Woods roofing (rolfing) is watching the skies.  Report is rain north bay and its iffy here so....Postponed two days, whether the weather.

Yesterday I felt lousy.  The only word that covers the feeling.  Started catching cold Sat nite after dinner with Della and Tomas.  He called at 3, while I was filling the green bin.  Invited me to drive over and out to dinner.  So I stopped, put everything away and rested for 1 1/2 hrs.  Since he asked I felt I wanted to see him and Della.  

Next a. m. didn't feel so good.  Stayed in bed Sunday til 2, feeling so tired and dragged out.  Sneezing and blowing my nose.  And so cold.   

monday braced myself for the afternoon hearing test at Sears.  Went Srs and did my regular routine, exercise and computer.  Paid con-cellular still feeling lousy.  Forced myself to PGE pay and home.  

Tomas came by 3:40 and brought in green bins.  And we went to Sears.  He did the familiar voice and the strange thing is Kyle didn't say to face Tomas while he read from a list of words.  Tomas sometimes doesn't speak clearly but he enunciated and kept the volume fairly constant.  

The electronic part was in a sound proof booth.  There was a window and a signalling device like on Jeopardy.  So much fun.  I had a hard time not laughing the whole time.  The left headphone started humming on the second part of the test while testing the right ear.  My left ear hears better.  Most of my stretching work has been on the left. Time to stretch out the right side of my neck and shoulder.  

Tomas took me to Pho. Hurray!!!  My shoulder blades  were so sore.  I told Tomas I was growing wings.  I'm so funny.  That tofu veg soup fixed me right up.  A new Susan.

WHEW!!!!!!!!!!!!

The last ten days!!  Got more estimates on the roof.  $21k, $25k, $14,600, and finally $14,400.  Woods roofing explained and itemized the most completely.  Maybe it was that I felt comfortable getting estimates by the last one.  By the third, Western roofing, I was starting to accept this major investment.  Woods also said they could start next week Tuesday and might be done by Friday if nothing unexpected came up.  Western was booked through November.  

So today I'm feeling exhausted.  God and I have done a lot the last ten days.  Hurray!! ME!!

I've been busy every day.  Taking care of me and my responsibilities.  Libraries, St. Justine, Sr Ctr., home.

All Saints Day-HELP!!!**Update Tue. 11/5/13

Today is actually the fifth, tuesday but I couldn't get into the body of the blog on last friday.

Saturday I called Erik and went over.  He was not well.  I drove us to tung kee pho.   I asked him if he knew any roofers and he just had his roof done by his mom's contractor, santiago garcia.  6K  sounded hopeful.
Halfway through dinner in walked santiago.  Erik was surprised I wasn't.

I guess I expect miracles.  Help Me Course in Miracles-Jesus.

I need another miracle.  Santiago's estimate 21K.

Feeling so tired of all the drama.  Bring on the Happy, Healthy, Wealthy, Wise!!!!!!!